My Love For You was Bullet Proof...

...but you're the one who shot me.

Vent.

Based off of these songs:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=gugUpI…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=cu7QvO…
www.youtube.com/watch?v=iC8tP9…
Have a listen.

Do you ever get that feeling.. like you're flying, you're soaring.. right before you hit the ground?

My guidance councilor is going to tell my mother about my cutting and I'm probably going to be put in a mental hospital so.. not because I'm wacked in the head, just because she's afraid I'm going to kill myself. She told me a few years ago that's what would happen if I started cutting and here we are.

I just wanted to say a few things. This is going to be a weird transition but whatever.

Ah fuck I'm crying.

Please, please. Anyone and everyone who is reading this. Don't let anyone of any group or clique decide who you are on the inside. You need to know that highschool or middleschool or school in general is just a blur in your life and you can't let them make your choices for you. For some of you it is easier said than done, but honestly... I have a lot of stuff I'm holding back just because I don't want to be made fun of in school, I know how you feel... but that's going to change. When March Break ends my school is starting a GSA/LGBT club, And I'm joining. I'm standing up for what I believe in and I want you guys to as well. There will be bad days, be calm. Let go. Be confident. Accept every extended hand offered to help you because life is packed filled with assholes and tough times and you will need someone to lean on. Someone who accepts you, who trusts you, who loves you.
"You voice is your weapon, your thoughts ammunition."
You are who you set out to be. You are you. Don't be afraid to let your true colors shine dispite the shadows around each corner. Your light will guide you. Love and hate are the demons of the world and the one that grows is the one that you feed. Try to be happy, that's all I'd like to see. I care about you all so much even if I don't talk alot to some of you. I care about everyone whoop.

Anyways it's 4 AM. I'm emotional and not tired at all, so I should try to sleep. I love you guys to death. I want you guys to be happy, and free and you. Night. <3